loner's heaven

hehe.. been lost for quite long le hor.. everybody say i never update blog.. haiya.. worked at Toa Payoh during the last holiday.. then got to know a girl la.. haha.. ok lo, she's quite nice (and pretty too!) haha.. was happy when i know that she's in SP also.. finally got her number on the second last day of the fair which i was working at and managed to find a day and send her home.. =D hehe..

think i'm quite over shixian le ba.. mmm.. no more feelings of heartbreak at the mention of her name.. dunno whether it's good or bad. maybe it's just infactuation.. haha..

this time round, think i've found the right girl.. =D THINK only la.. she's quite cute lo.. blur blur de.. sometimes talk to her also she dunno thinking about what.. haven't seen her for quite a while le.. dunno how she's getting along.. ey! got a pretty girl walk past! haha.. think i'm never going to get settled la.. so flirty..=D haha..

tonight going to sms the girl.. oh ya, her name's Sarah.. in case u don't know.. well, of course u don't since i haven't mentioned her name before.. =D hehe..

haiya.. people always say things never go well at both sides. if u're making improvements in ur love life, then u're bound to meet problems in ur work or friendship. how true!

ken hasn't been replying to Sir derrick's SMS or call.. mine too.. dunno what he's up to this time.

HEY, KEN! COME ON, MAN! WE'RE BUDDIES! ANY PROBLEM MUST TELL US (SIR AND ME), OK? there's nothing we can't solve.

well, well.. was talking to Ai Suan over the phone on the other day.. she ask if Sir Derrick is going off le.. i said yes.. dunno is real or not, just hear only, no confirmation one..

dunno who's the one going to replace him. anyone except CY lo.. caused so much trouble liao. but we have to get real.. the ones who are more senior than us (Ken, Mah, Me) and is doing to most work amongst the group (those older than us) is CY lo..

and poor CY.. she thinks everybody is good friend with her.. haiya.. think her thinking is naive. how childish can u be? u're only an official, u think u're the world. u're only a loner, u thought everybody's ur friend. everyone around her has to put up with the way that she does things sometimes.

i've been absent for the last meeting for FAC, so i still dunno my post yet.. HAI...

oh yes, i've checked my schedule already.. i can't go for the OTC this year, damn it~!

Sir wanted me to go lo.. and i myself wants to go too.. but i can't. he was telling me, submit the application form first, then if really cannot then pull out. wa lao, this is not pulling teeth leh, sir.. i don't want him to be screwed by the committee because of me also la.. hai~ but i can't forever be a senior NCO right... i guess i'll just have to prioritise things, man.. how can i let go of my studies?

oh yes, talking about letting go of my studies.. one of my friend, Aung, has just broken up with his girlfriend and he's absent for class today. he gave me a call through my friend's phone and requested to talk to me. i refused to pick up the phone when he called me thru' my phone. i know he's going to cook up some crappy story and lie.

think he's screwed, man.

oh ya, missed my episode of "Jewel in the Palace (Da Chang Jin)" last night, just because my dad wants to watch the news on the General Elections. hai~

what can i say.

i'm seeing children on the stage, fighting for toys.

of course, i never understood anything. neither am i going to comment further. in 3 days' time.. everything will be over. haha.. yea!

that's all i'm going to say. anything that u're not happy with, can tell me. though i won't make any changes to it. haha!~

posted by yang @ 2:25 AM