loner's heaven

Had a super long day today, man.. don’t know how long I can last like that. Woke up at 7 plus today, then I didn’t know what to do. So I decided to finish my GEMs E-learning assignment so as to spare the rest of my group mates, the agony of having to come back to school and meet up just to do one simple tutorial. To conclude, I did it and E-mailed to the rest. Anyway, if they got any problems, guess they will come back to me to rectify it. After all they did nothing and the least that they could do was to read through and give me any comments or spot any error(s).

then I went for the PRMP discussion with XY, MY, WS and Meena. Was quite slow in the beginning as everybody was tired from using their brains. So I made them go online and search for materials brainlessly, coz it’s just purely statistics or other articles written on blogs or something. Think I cannot work with Meena, because I just cannot stand the way she work. Think she prefers working alone. However, discussion for M&PP went on smoothly because Cheryl, MY and WS was quite productive today la, we even came up with the schedule already. See, obviously, without criticism from ‘some people’, we can work better.

Anyway, just came back from the “Christmas party” ok la, not too bad, but the sec ones were rather reserved, whole the sec twos just fooled around with each other. Then the sec threes kept to themselves only. Think Amelia still cannot accept the fact that Kenneth likes her ba.. Kenneth also dunno how to say him leh.. like one like one la.. why say like 2. then now headache already la. Wei Fen and Amelia both turned up at the event. Then I think Amelia cried ba.. It’s understandable, I guess, how else could she react? Afterall she just completed primary school ma. Hard to treat her like an adult. Don’t wish to lose a good cadet like that. Hope the gossips will blow over soon.. see how powerful gossip can be? First they spreaded that Ken likes her, then Ken come and tell me that they say I like Amelia also? What the shit is this? I think I’ve been treating Amelia more like a ‘mei mei’ than a female friend. Things hasn’t been going well for this little angel, but I hope she’ll be strong.

I’ve said it very clearly in my previous blogs, that I owe it to 2 women in this life. One is Shixian, cause she was always by my side when I was down during my sec sch days, Second, is Jolin, I always feel heartpain when I talk about her. She is quite a good girl, just mixed with bad company, then become like an ah lian, otherwise, I believed she could have done much better in both her studies and her life.

Talking about women, is such a hard thing. Some are good, some are bad, while you cannot touch some, because they are your buddies’s so-called ‘targets’, then some others you wish to court, but has been courted by other people. This is such a ‘gabra’ world. Everything’s screwed up. Whatever it is, things will be better the next day! =D

Stay happy always! =D

--yang

posted by yang @ 9:06 AM