Sunday, July 17, 2005
whoa! i never felt the need for writing a blog, man.. but i've been waiting for so long to write this.. i felt like a balloon that has been pumped air for the last week. felt like bursting now.. wow.. very sad.. went back to my sec sch last saturday. my sec ones are all forgetting the commands that they've learnt. what's the problem with them? anyway. that's not the main issue. the thing is that the rumour that my ex-gf got anew bf is now confirmed. it's true. wtf.. why.. hai.. feel very sad.. it's like the world is crashing down on you, u know. i've nv felt so devaststed before. i don't know why.. and i regret whatever i've done. this is probably the shortest blog i've ever written. but after writing this, i hope that i can forget whatever's not happy and leave my old self behind. just like what they said in the Nike advertisement. "leave your old self behind", "reincarnate now" i think what i needmost now is not reincarnation, but rather, a brain-wash. clear my brain of the memories i have with my ex. what's the problem with me? i thought i've gotten over her. but the fact now doesn't seem to be the case. whatever it is, time can only run forward. there's no way of turning back now. fine. look forward, shen yang.. jia you.. u'll make it.. i have faith in myself. forget about her.
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