loner's heaven

i dun get it.

why.

Why won't she just spare a little thought for me.

it's been so long since her knock off time.

I haven't got a reply from her ever since lunch.

i was worried, so i stepped out of home.

I finally understood how it feels to be worried about your loved ones.

I was there at her office.

waiting for her to walk out of the building that seemed so tall and dark.

I waited. patiently I waited, as the minutes crawled by.

I was there till almost everybody left.

But her SMS only came slightly after midnight.

"Sorry, Batt flat", she said.

I left for home.

The cold wind blew past my face, almost as if mocking me.

Why're u so stupid?

who are you to her?

Maybe u're just no more than a nobody to her.

She will never know how much u care for her.

She might never even wanna noe.

it's not over, because things between both of us, maybe hasn't even begun.

"you can't lose what you never had."

That's how I feel.

posted by yang @ 5:54 AM