loner's heaven

posted by yang @ 4:19 AM 0 Comments

SISPEC is not siong.

but I don't know why I always kinda miss home whenever I step into the bunk.

Maybe it's because I'm still trying to get used to it.

But i remember seeing on a horoscope book once, saying that I'm highly adaptable. I'm not going to give up de la. Since I'm already here, I will make the best of my time in SISPEC and not be scared about anything.

I will be a good role model for my juniors in SJAB. I believe it's the same for my buddy who's a sj officer. KSJ people are not weakass, ok. Even when I am Sick, i don't give up. i also went into the rain and run and do whatever exercise with them.

I NEVER GIVE UP.

KRANJI ST JOHN PEOPLE WILL NEVER DIE!

posted by yang @ 2:49 AM 0 Comments

I finally knew my posting. going to SISPEC already.

It's confirmed.

SISPEC is quite a big deal, cos u're neither at the top nor are u down below.

This means i might have to work extra hard in order to cross over to OCS. But I think it's alright ba. CK finished his BSLC and is already out to the arty camp le. I hope I do well, so I won't kena ASLC, then have to go back to Tekong! or Guards! or Infantry!

I don't want!

haha. then again, it's by luck la. so i just pray for the best and wish me luck!

posted by yang @ 8:34 PM 0 Comments

2 and a half hours to knowing my posting for the next camp.

I'm kinda down with a fever.

posted by yang @ 6:23 PM 0 Comments

It's over.



As quietly as our relationship begun, our relationship finally ended.

It's like a Lalang seed which found a perfect place to grow and it did grew.

But a pity before it grew into a full-grown plant, a forest fire killed it.

Helplessness, Devastation, Resentment.

I wished I didn't devote so much into every relationship.

Yes, I'm experiencing withdrawal syndrome.

I will use an eraser to slowly and painfully erase all the happy times we had.

I will erase everything that we shared.

Our photos, our neoprints, your gifts, your SMS, your phone number.

Good bye, my love.

Since u can't love me anymore, I'll have to remove you from my life.

posted by yang @ 6:40 AM 0 Comments

i dun get it.

why.

Why won't she just spare a little thought for me.

it's been so long since her knock off time.

I haven't got a reply from her ever since lunch.

i was worried, so i stepped out of home.

I finally understood how it feels to be worried about your loved ones.

I was there at her office.

waiting for her to walk out of the building that seemed so tall and dark.

I waited. patiently I waited, as the minutes crawled by.

I was there till almost everybody left.

But her SMS only came slightly after midnight.

"Sorry, Batt flat", she said.

I left for home.

The cold wind blew past my face, almost as if mocking me.

Why're u so stupid?

who are you to her?

Maybe u're just no more than a nobody to her.

She will never know how much u care for her.

She might never even wanna noe.

it's not over, because things between both of us, maybe hasn't even begun.

"you can't lose what you never had."

That's how I feel.

posted by yang @ 5:54 AM 1 Comments

I know what you're thinking, but we're seriously not gay.
Rec Ong Shen Yang with his Dad and Mum!
Buddy (aka Jian Wen) with the hunk of the year.
Yes, yes. I know. Don't ask me why I was laughing like that.
Platoon 2 Section 3 will rock your socks!
He's the "I can't do pull-up" man, Mr Kek Li Song!


Finally, after 8 wks + 2 days of gruelling basic military training, Ong has become a real tough men, able to do whatever that he was unable to do in the past. (except the SOC)

Ok. Here's how it went. *blah blah blah* refer to past blog posts.

So on the fateful day, Sept 11 2007. The Whiskey warriors from the 03/07 batch had our POP.

When we're on the parade square, the sun shone on us relentlessly, with the rays of sunlight hitting hard on our scalp. The temperature almost hit 40 degrees (ok, i'm just joking) but it was freaking hot.

Everything's quite fine on that day, no rain, no major cock-ups (meaning that there were still some minor screw-ups), but that's ok. The important thing is "Get most of the things right."

And as the school sergeant major rightly put it, *pinches nose* "todaayyy, is your D-Daaayy. All the Haaarrrddd work, that you have put iiiinnnnn, is going to pay off today. Your pareeeennnnnttttsss and loved ooonnnnneeeessss, are going to see yoooouuuu."

Our SSM is damn one-kind. haha. ok. shall talk more about him in the other blog posts next time. Anyway, it's really a very different feeling when Dad put on my jockey cap for me on the parade square.

I was like "It's finally over!"

Standing beside me was my buddy with his parents. Both very happy also. So I introduced my buddy to Dad and Mum. haha.

Oh yes, did I also said that my buddy is a SJAB Officer from Zone 8? haha. That day we were also thinking of how to improve our Corps' standards. He said his Corps need to train up his NC Team. Then i say my Corps need to train up the AC Team. Then we had this crazy idea of cross-training with each other.

Haha. it's crazy and funny. But some how it seems very feasible. They train up our AC, we train up their NC. Good. haha.

Anyway, photos of the POP is included in this blog posts as well. for more information, please contact bugger, No, I mean, blogger.

posted by yang @ 2:34 AM 0 Comments

Love vs. Passion.

God knows how long I've not gone back to KSJ for training and I kinda miss that feeling of interacting with my cadets. There's no choice (well, whenever i say no choice, i kinda made a choice already)

But recently have been booking out on Saturdays and booking in early Sunday. There's practically only 24 hours. Out of this 24 hours, minus 8 hours of sleep, 3 hours of transport, 2 hours to wash clothes and settle all my stuffs i brought home from the camp, 4 hours to spend with my girl, 1 hour to check Email and Blog, 2 hours with my buddies, 4 hours to eat and do all the other stuffs.

no time for SJ.

But i think during my block leave, i can chiong for my SJ stuffs. too many stuffs needs to be done for SJ.

Anyway, luckily Sarah's quite understanding. She noticed that I was a bit sian sian yesterday during our dinner at HK Cafe at Cineleisure. it's not bad. the food is ok. I had Curry Chicken, she had char siew mee sua. Then we went to take some neoprints. haha. After that then send her home le..

dunno why cannot scan the neoprints into the computer. haha. Anyway, she's already working at Sentosa when I woke up this morning. So heartpain, see her work so hard like that.

I will work hard and jia you de!!!!!!! I will earn alot alot of money for you, ok? So you can be a rich Tai-Tai, everyday go shopping. haha.

hope i can at least make good of my promise to go Sentosa and Sun-tan with her during my block leave.

Things to do for block leave:

1. meet up with buddies
2. spend more time with family
3. spend more time with Sarah
4. spend lesser money (not very possible, but I'll try, though.)
5. Chiong SJ Newsletter!!!!!!!!!!! haha.
   

posted by yang @ 9:48 PM 0 Comments