I just realised how “unfeeling” I can be.
I don’t wear my heart on my sleeves, so I choose to hide it deep. I don’t show expressions as often like I did in the past. Devoid of feelings? Probably.
There hasn’t been much of a “feelings”.
In the past 3 years, nothing much has really made me heart raced. There hasn’t been too much of an “excitement” through my contact with everyone. Who would have thought that this unfeeling guy is still reminiscing about the past?
Yes, I hide it deep inside my heart. But I do take “occasion dumps” when the feeling’s too much to bear. Unfortunately, this blog has become the dumping ground.
If you think I’m going to think of that lady again, you’re wrong. I’ve not forgotten about her, yes. But I try not to think about her. Her face has just became a blurred vision in my mind. Ever since we parted 3 years ago, I only saw her once.
Maybe it’s fate. Maybe we’re not meant to see each other. Or is it heaven just being kind, carefully letting me avoid her.
Whatever it is, will be going to
SinMal competition. First time attending. Thanks to Ken for helping take the (Ugly) Yellow shirt. Thanks Mah, for washing my shirt. Haha. Left a shirt with him, forget to take back.
Congrats, buddy. You’ve all found your loved ones. Dun worry. I’m alright. I’m not gay, just single and NOT desperate. Haha. Ok, ok. Let’s stop this.
posted by yang @ 7:37 PM
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