Best supporting actor,
Best supporting actress,
Best cinematography,
Best FDI trainee, Officer squad (Ken)
Best FDI trainess, NCO squad (Christine)
Zone Achievements, NDP (Ken)
Self:
FDI Silver.
Why not happy?
I just have to say, it sucks to miss someone.
It's been raining for 2 days since Miss "A" left Singapore. I passed one whole stack of ties to Aisyah before the performance and after the ZPL, but strangely they only returned me 5, with 2 missing.
It was only after the event that I received an SMS from Miss "A" that the other 2 ties are with her. Was it a trick of the other cadets? Or was it fate? Nevertheless, I only read the SMS about 1 hour and a half after she sent it. So, I think she had already left. Didn't even get to wish her well or enjoy her trip or something.
I thought I always treated her like a younger sister. But last Sunday, she 'upgraded' to feel like a friend to me. Die. In fact, a little more than friend. Watching her walk away from the porch and out into the rain, made me feel a little weird. It felt like watching someone special walking away from you and you're facing her. You feel like saying 'goodbye', but somehow it got stuck in the throat.
You felt like telling her, "Dun go". But you held it back. I think no one would be able to understand this feeling.
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Anyway, dunno who else is reading this.
I was working in the office this afternoon. When I clicked on Miss Tay's chat window...
I saw this.
My heart shattered instantly.
Really feeling very down today...
It felt like plucking a knife from a bleeding heart.
Pulling it out takes tremendous time and effort, but leaving it there is not the way to solve the problem.
Even if it hurts... I really don't know what to do...
posted by yang @ 3:51 AM
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