loner's heaven

Life's supposedly to be going easy on an NSF when u're just two and a half months away from your big day, the ORD date.

But look at me, I'm still going thru' the torments of hell and going outfield, attending training sessions just like my days when I was back in SISPEC as a trainee. I dun understand why people are pushing us all the way till the very last moment before we bid our final farewell to our lovely buddies and wake up from the 2-year long nightmare.

To me, it didn't really mattered that much, because my service was only 1 year and 10 months long, a whole 2 months shorter than the rest of my many peers. (Thank god! Or rather, thanks to SP for 'awarding' me with a silver award for the NAPFA test! hehe.)

Well, I'm even more glad that the worst nightmare of an infantry man, the Brunei trip, was a successful one, with no one falling out and getting seriously injured or whatsoever. But I fell and hurt my back, though. Sometimes it's hurting my so much that i couldn't really sleep.

I'm going to report sick soon and then see if I can get an X-ray and hopefully down PES, so i dun need to chiong shua anymore. So sick and tired of this shit. Two and a half months down the road, I'll be done with my part in serving the nation and I'll continue with the rest of my life. Awaking from this long nightmare is not an easy task at all, I suppose. Cos I'm rather lost as to what to do if I dun get myself enrolled into the Uni.

I've decided that office work is not that exciting for me after all, cos I like going out to meet more people. I hate being restricted in one single place.

I guess it's the same for my relationship as well, I dun stay in a single relationship for long. I think going out to meet more people and broaden my horizons would help me make a better choice and hopefully let me think of who is the one who's really suitable.

At this moment in time, I just want to take things one at a time.

My short term goal for now? Finish my NS first.

posted by yang @ 2:18 PM 0 Comments

OH no, not again!

COS duty was half day today.. haha. handed over my company to the people in charge then they sealed up my company.. haha. shiok.

after that, changed CV and go out le! hhehe..

it was the same thing at the bus-stop.. Banglas and Chee-na people filled up the seats, and I had to stand by the side.. I really think TIBS should increase the frequency of bus number 975!

so i boarded the bus when it came and as the seats were all taken, I remained standing..

till the bus came to the bus stop near to sunshine place, a XMM boarded the bus. I didn't notice her at first, cos the bus was like quite crowded and she's quite short.. then the crowd kept moving towards the back of the bus and then she stood in front of me. well, she's really short. haha. I think she barely hit my shoulder height ba.

she was a petite lady in her school uniform, in her hhands was something that looked like a hockey stick (Sporty! my type!) her shoulder length hair was tied up neatly in a little pony tail and her big eyes were staring right into mine. I was momentarily stunned. haha. she's cute.

my friend was beside me, i think he also noe that I was noticing this girl lo. cos he nudged me on my arm. haha.

yup. throughout the whole journey I was like standing face to face with her lo. didn't noe what to do cos we're like quite near to each other. haha. Occasionally I looked at her and realised like she was looking at me oso la. haha. quite awkward and so I smiled and she smiled back. haha.

that's the weirdest situation I ever been in lo.. -_-'

but didn't talk to her la. no chance. I read in a magazine that picking up a girl on a public transport is the worst thing u can ever do. haha. So yeah.. no chance.

posted by yang @ 6:35 PM 0 Comments