Recently lots of things happened between Germaine and me. I just hope things will turn out well. There are some things I really like about her, she's really a nice and kind-hearted girl and I feel really at ease when I'm with her.
But somehow I can't seem to resonate with her way of thinking sometimes. She's 4 years younger, that's probably why. Perhaps she thinks of me in this way too, I'm not sure. Maybe she really wishes to complete her studies and starting working cos she's really fed up with school? Or perhaps she just has an anger / stress management issue.
It's ok if you go for a drink or club occasionally, afterall when I was at that age, I did much crazier things too and I don't think I want to "restrict" her in any way. But I really cannot accept the fact that my girlfriend goes out in the middle of the night to a club / pub to drink with some guy friends.
Even when I know nothing's gonna happen, I don't like the thought. I don't even want to think about it. It sucks. It makes me contemplate whether I should carry on this relationship. I'm not young anymore. I wish to settle down too. But I don't want to rush into things.
posted by yang @ 4:18 PM
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