just came back from a little outing with Kenneth.
Both of us seem to be troubled over the same matter.
We had two questions, "What went wrong?" and "Are they together or not?"
I'm surprised at the degree of similarity between his current situation and mine. I normally thought that whatever was happening to him, would never happen to me. But there we are, sitting in front of our usual favourite haunt, thinking thru' the same questions and asking ourselves, what in the bloody hell is happening to us?
Guys of our age shouldn't be sitting on the steps on a Friday night, trying to figure out what is wrong with their lives. In fact, we should be having fun, forgetting about everything that is bothering us.
Too emo-ed to sleep. Maybe I'll feel very tired after writing this post, but i decided since I started this, I shall finish it.
"I did everything that a boyfriend should do. Whatever she asked for, I tried my best to give it to her. She wants to eat at some restaurants, I went with her. She wanted to eat ice-cream, I brought her there. She wants to go shopping, I went with her. Whatever she wants, I give. No questions asked. I just want her to be happy." I said.
"Why did she still break-up with me? And she is now with the other guy!" I said.
"Maybe they are just friend?" Ken said.
"If she doesn't feel anything for the guy, she would not have accepted such a posting of the testimonial in the first place!" I said.
"Maybe the testimonial is automatically accepted?" Ken told me.
"No chance. The settings of testimonials that people write for her, has been set in such a way that she must approve it." I said.
"Next, is that guy has only one featured friend. and that featured friend, is
I really have the urge sometimes to just pick up the bloody phone and give her a call to find out what the hell actually happened on that fateful day that made her make up her mind, to leave me for him.
Angry? Frustrated? Not really. I just don't like the feeling of losing. Over-confident? Maybe. You can even say I am too arrogant to accept defeat. But fuck it. Whether they are together or not, it's none of my fucking business. I shall try to forget her. It's useless to cry over an unfaithful woman.
Girls are everywhere on the streets.
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"Now you finally understand how fucked up it feels, right?"
"Yes. Si Bei Du Lan. When you hear people say that they are together and that there are evidences to prove that they seem to be quite close to each other, but you somehow just cannot find anything more to confirm it."
"You know that they are getting very close, but you don't know if they have already gone into a steady relationship or not."
"If you seeing that
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Once again, I apologise for the vulgarities used.
I just hope that the next princess will come by soon.
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