loner's heaven

Whew! Haven’t been able update my blog recently.. so many things to write about, so little time, so little space.. I think if u dun see this blog entry, it simply means that the account is frozen or something.. haha.. just finished doing a bit of my DMA template.. so many circles, I’m seeing circles now.. haha.. very tired already.. it’s the weekend already.. but time passes so quickly. So many things happened. I’ve downloaded new songs, so many.. among them is the new song from the new band, Ming Yun, by Dong Jing Yue Tuan.. it’s very nice.. I like it.. also got Xiang Xing Wei Lai. All from them.. really good.. I thought today was going to be a fine day for me.. but the first thing happened when I boarded the train. Though it was relatively crowded, I could still manage to get into the train. But that’s not the point. I hate it when the train jerk when it is traveling from bt. Batok to jurong east. That is when many people get throw off their balance and start to shake. It’s alright. But some of them stepped on my shoe! Can you believe it? Stepping on your shoe and they did not even bother to turn around or some thing to say sorry? They dun even feel that they have stepped on my foot! What the hell! These bastards have no manners, man! No wonder the Singapore government needs to promote events like the “Courtesy campaign” because Singaporeans, dun even have the basic manners! How to move to a gracious society like that?! I can’t imagine Singaporeans becoming more gracious, you know. I can only think that they will become more selfish. One more thing, I dun understand why everybody just likes to crowd around the entrance of the MRT door. Why?! Is the terrorist going to come or what? Then why is everybody crowding around the door? Getting ready to escape in the event of an attack?! Wa lao.. then the middle of the carriage is ALWAYS, ALWAYS empty. I dunno why? Is there a ghost or something?! Haiyo. Singaporeans are getting more and more atrocious. Haven’t contacted Jia Min for quite a while le. Nowadays she seems quite busy orh. Msg her, her reply also short short de.. haven’t been free to contact her.. she also never contact me la.. must be very busy ba.. hope she take care of herself. I very sad leh.. nowadays when I feel alone, no one is there to help me le.. it’s like everybody’s gone. People seem to be all attched le.. they no longer have time for friends? I get very envious and upset when I see people going around with their boyfriends or girlfriends, holding hands. I feel so left out, man. Where is my angel? Yes, I went to the chalet with my classmates, so happy, enjoyed myself. Haha.. but I didn’t like it when I was playing “beach football” with my classmates, ELLSE tried to pull my pants off la! Haiyo, so paiseh.. but anyway, enjoyed my self on the whole, nice sun, nice beach, nice water, nice classmates and nice body! Oops! Haha.. my classmates all very pretty one ok! Haiyo, indeed I was the one who has no figure.. =P Oh ya, I heard Shixian got a boyfriend le. She is my ex. Ya, she should de la. Hope she’s found the one suitable for her la. I never realized her importance when I was with her last time. I even told her that there is someone else more suitable for her. Now I realized. There’s no one who will be more sad than me for her leaving me. I feel very sad, but what can I do? That is probably the reason why I am trying so very hard to bury myself in my work. I want to be busy to forget her. I can only be busy. I can only be sad. But what else can I do? What can I do…

But I am going to be strong, I am and I WILL!

posted by yang @ 6:10 AM 0 Comments